I saw this poem song on this other guys xanga... it totally describes how my emotions are right now........OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME The sun was high when they arose Their eyes stay closed because they know What it means to start this day There isn't any other way One hundred years ago men Robbed banks to fit in A dollar went a long way But dollars weren't seen everyday That's why they robbed banks To feed their kids. But the sheriff knew the plan He hid behind a fat man His gun resting on the leg Jiggling as he prayed For forgiveness Killing to grown men Trying to feed their kids Just trying to fit in Fifty years ago today Martin Luther stood to say 'I dream of a day' When people unite and say 'It's not about our skin' Too late He was shot and killed by men Who cared about that bloody skin A world's leader died that day No longer allowed to say What meant to him the most That's a fucking joke Now He's dead and gone That's why I wrote this song To tell you what I believe To help you understand and see What I go through at night Struggling in this fight Of race and drugs and poverty Gambling and STD's I tried my best to make money Honestly and now I see Why cowboys robbed the bank that day There wasn't any other way One hundred years came and went Nothing's changed, no not one bit Nothing's changed Nothing's changed Once I was in Love Now I'm not in love What the fuck is love? Going on dates Sex to pass the day Kisses in the rain A couple more dates What the fuck is love? It's a way to break your heart Its not very wise To let someone in your life They might take your heart by Your toung And dance in front of everyone Laughing 'bout the way your fuck Laughing 'bout your bite-sized love What do I do now? The banks are closed and I'm without A woman in my life To help me see why I shouldn't end it now It'll take the pain away Like the cowboys that day There isn't any other way Cock the gun Put it in my mouth I'm sorry mom and dad But at least I'll know now If God is real | 
